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Thinking About Jen A Lot Today

  • Writer: sologubj9
    sologubj9
  • Apr 7, 2024
  • 2 min read

Well another gray and snowy day. I have been very busy this morning but Jennifer has been pretty much on my mind from the moment I have woke up. I am really really missing her today, I think it is a combination of the shitty weather and her Birthday being tomorrow. I keep hearing her voice and laugh in my head (which I am thankful for), but it sure does rip my guts out.


I cooked up a breakfast that she really liked, we use to call it Tommy Eggs in honor of my old college roommate and friend Tom Davis. He used to cook it up in our apartment our senior year of college. It is a skillet type dish with hash browns, peppers, onion, eggs and I used up the last of the Easter ham in it.


I then prepped a chuck roast for the crockpot for dinner tonight. Had to sear and brown it and then get it in the crock pot with onions, garlic, carrots and potatoes. So we will have that for dinner this evening after the women's national championship basketball game. Yesterday I made a peach cobbler and we still have half of that left, so we can have that for dessert.


Then put my PT hat on and put Dad through his paces and then helped him get a shower. Then started some laundry. So I should be able to watch the game without stressing.


Our family bracket challenge for the Men's championship and family bragging rights is coming down to the wire. If UConn wins then our nephew Conor's girlfriend Leela will win. However, if Purdue wins our nephew Mike Benner will win by the hair of his chinny chin chin.


I hope everyone has had fun participating in it. She would have really enjoyed how this has been playing out. I do find it a little ironic that the championship is being played on her Birthday and the eclipse occurring as well.


Well enough therapy for today.



 
 
 

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