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Made It

  • Writer: sologubj9
    sologubj9
  • Nov 17, 2023
  • 1 min read

I made it to Butte. Jeanne and Rob picked me up and we immediately went to see Jennifer and our headstone. I will be honest I was both excited but also a little afraid/anxious. Fortunately, the visit went well and I was able to keep my composure (mostly).


Don't get me wrong, I teared up, but I was half assed afraid I would throw my fat ass on it sobbing uncontrollably. She is there much too early, but it is what it is and I will continue to deal with it. It was nice to be in her presence again.


I think for future visits I won't be so afraid/anxious, but they will still be tough. Could not ask for a much nicer Montana November day for my first visit.


My rear end is dragging tonight. I guess 3 1/2 hours of sleep is not enough. So hopefully I will sleep well tonight.





 
 
 

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