Feeling Down

For some reason I woke up feeling pretty down this morning and just really really missing Jennifer. I started reflecting and realized that no amount of wishing, pissing and moaning is going to change the fact that she is no longer physically with me (She will always be with me spiritually) and I should be thankful for what I got and what I have had.

I was blessed to have a wonderful best friend, partner and lover for many years. Some people never get that. This world is so crazy, but I am fortunate to have so many good people around me that love and care for me. So I realized that I should be greatful and quit feeling down and I am feeling a little better now.

Today I am going to meet up with Jeanne and Rob and we are going to see their cousin Peggy Ann. She has a electric scooter that Jennifer's brother Mike had given them (after his wife Rosie passed away) for Peggy Ann's husband Mike to use. Unfortunately Mike has also passed away so we are going to see if the scooter could be one my Dad could potentially use to help him get around in public areas.

I will also run a few errands and pick up a few things in town. Then I need to get home and help Dad with his physical therapy. He is coming along, it is slow and frustrating for him. However his walking is slowly improving. He walked a couple of times yesterday and made it the furthest without having to stop since he has been back home. The home health physical therapist came yesterday and gave us a few more exercises to work on and worked him over pretty good. So we will add those new exercises today.

Well enough for today, I better get a move on and face the day.